15 Oct Transformation

I’ve got to flip back between myself
and who I want to be
This silver ribbon that’s
bound to my waist is like a waste of time

That silver lining-
While things are going best I always fall short
Handed of the thing I want the most.

A sliver of light that beams through to remind me
that it’ll all be worth it and tragic and drastic
and happy and sad face
and acting to the crowd with a mask upon the ground

As myself as a perfect reflection of who I want to be
a mirror shining back with a golden opportunity to transform
into something else something corrupt or something
Crystallized and erupted by faith.