Final Entry; Entry 4— Angelic I used to paint Gus a lot, I would make him sit or stand for hours until I got every crack and crevice of his body correct. I enjoyed painting him because I felt it would be the only way that...
Final Entry; Entry 4— Motherly I got my nose broken again. She wouldn't be the happiest person in the world if she found out about that, I could hear her now— “Goddamned it Gus! You need to take better care of yourself! Why can’t you just stop the...
Entry 3— Waiter For all I know, half of the time we spent together could’ve been a real sham. “Poor little Eva, always so eager to please!” And what did I get out of it? A pile of shit left by the first girl. The seasons changed, fast,...
Entry 3— Stiff My back has been sore for most of the weekend. It hurts but I won’t fight it, the exercises are befitting, challenging, and entitling. They were what I worked for and now I’m here. I stood her up so many times, just to...
Entry 2— Missing Pieces Having not spoken to Gus for some time has begun to take a toll on me. With him, whenever we were separated, I had often felt as if I had lost some part of myself. At this point, the rift had grown increasingly...
Entry 2--Ready and Able Eva. I had considered writing her, calling her even, but subconsciously, something made me avoid acting upon the thoughts. Back when we spent our days together, although not so far off, the longest we had ever gone without speaking was a month....
Entry 1--Coping I haven’t talked to Gus for a good three months since he left. With his bag hanging over his shoulder he looked at me, this look felt very familiar but I couldn't quite pin point whence I had last seen it. Placing a delayed...
Entry 1--A Distant Tale She laid her head on my chest and gently swayed her fingers across it, with a sigh of relief I listened to her breathe. I stared at the ceiling above us, not many thoughts passed through my head while we lay, warming...
I've done nothing but sit down all day today. Listening to the leaky faucet drip in my bathroom, listening to silence encase my room, and watching the time pass, yet in the back of my mind I've been wishing that I could rewind the whole...
“You smoke too much.” Ilene whispered in my ear as she came from behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist. “You're too clingy.” I replied as I untied her fingers from me and pulled the blinds open. The raging light blinded us both. “Asshole.” She...